For every emotion I experience, a song suddenly shows up in my life identifying the immense feelings through precise words and melody, as if i wrote it myself. Some tunes hold more power than others, but each one conveys a hidden inkling needed to disencumber an unsolved mystery. I’ve Loved You Before, which I discovered haphazardly a few months ago, sheds light on the deep connections often produced with another individual, whether it is a lover, a friend, a child or an angel that has stopped by for a brief visit. Each collision is unique, indescribable, and unforgettable. This song interprets the familiarity evoked before a meeting is assembled, the emotion sparked before a word is spoken, the fire fueled before a touch is executed, the understanding awakened before a story is told, the longing induced before a goodbye is conceived.
The unexpected encounters (or possible reunions from a past life) between two souls contain mysteries that words alone cannot fathom. Some things cannot be explained and precious moments are often incomprehensible, but Melissa Etheridge beautifully articulates these magical enigmas better than any artist I have yet detected.
I could not find a good version of this song on youtube to include in this post, so I leave it up to enquiring minds to download it if the lyrics strike your fancy. I recommend listening to it really loud in a solitary, quiet place where the words can penetrate every cell of your being. Absorbing it with the ears alone are simply not enough.
I’VE LOVED YOU BEFORE
When I think of how you know me…
No doubts, no thinking twice
When your smile can be so soothing…
A familiar paradise
When there’s no one else that makes me whole,
I am never needing more
I get this feeling that I have loved you before.
Were we lovers in an army
Marching off for Rome?
Side by side in battle, did we bravely leave our home?
Did I hold you in my arms as you were taking your last breath?
Did I shout to all that gods that I would love you beyond death…
or more?
I swear I’ve loved you before.
Did we hide in the dark ages
From a vengeful god above?
Were our names too unfamiliar to ever speak of love?
Did I cling to every moment with you, every parting glance?
An accidental touch…
Did we ever take the chance for more?
I know I’ve loved you before.
Have I wandered through the desert?
Have I looked to the north star?
Have I rode the days and nights on rails
To get back where you are?
And every time I found you
It’s your eyes I know for sure…